I've known her for quite some time. She's a girl with a sweet smile, the girl with great, head-turner physique. She's gorgeous, really gorgeous.
I've been with her for quite so long now. I spend most of my time with her. She knows almost everything about me; my birthday, favorite colors, health status, favorite past time, my crushes, my-one-and-only-love, my first heartbreak, my second heartbreak and maybe my next heartbreaks...
she's my ever dearest friend since I've stepped into college.She's there whenever i needed someone to talk to, someone to understand my foolishness. she was the only girl who had convinced me that i am loved. she was the only person whom i could pour on my feelings and emotions, the only person whom i can trust with my darkest, my most daring secrets. but this time, i guess she shouldn't know this feeling; she shouldn't know this longing; she shouldn't know this foolish infatuation.
it was summer when i first felt this crazy strange feeling. my eyes suddenly met hers in the middle of the day.The sun's shining up high when a ray of an eccentric light struck her eye, i saw a peculiar a spark. Her aura seemed to caught and never freed my attention.
i am now troubled and confused. Am i still me? Have I lost my sanity?
i look at her, i fake a smile to hide my aches and pains.
i look at her, i pretend I'm OK...
i smile.. i laugh..
she's the girl of my dreams...
how can i face her??
how long can i keep this??
this is the only confession I'll try not to let her know... but i guess she's smart enough to figure out that whom i refer to is HER. I should have read the signs. . . I should have been careful with these signs...
this is the strangest, craziest, skull-cracking maze I've ever entered...
I'm falling in love with her...
I am MariaJoLisa. . . a girl full of hopes and dreams yet . . .
trapped with her, with her gorgeous looks, with her irresistible smile...
